I guess what I seek is not so much an affair but a REAL GAY FRIEND! Because I am parched for a friendship. But they never work out that well. I usually just end up wanting to do them or have a guy who wants to do me. It's so unfair!!! Pretty much every San Francisco gay guy thinks they're better looking than you. It's such a pain in the ass. I'm not sure how to penetrate the film of standoffishnes. Well, at this point in my life, if I make out with a guy or jerk someone off, it really doesn't matter to me. If it means having someone to talk about guys with, it's fine. Just loan me a friend goddamnit.
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