When I paint like I'm painting today, I feel like a rockstar. In fact, I've been nothing but a rockstar. My mood's improved and I'm looking like and acting like a rockstar. I guess these are good times. I am feeling better about a lot of things. Still jobless, but it's not like I'm looking. I have 30 new paintings since February. More is coming. I haven't squandered my time unemployed. I have painted. A miracle would be the selling of some pieces, to prolong my unemployment. Ultimately, I would like to get used to selling work. I am making enough for everyone. I would like to make a living off of it. Somehow, I'm getting to New York next year. I don't know where I'll get the money but I'll make it happen. I want attention. So I need to go where I can get attention. It's like actors moving to Hollywood. It's something a painter does. Well, I am off to continue the painting of something. Have a good night.
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