Very unhappy today. Makes me wonder why I bother with anything other than art. The only time that I can say I'm genuinely happy is when I make art. I heard Bettie Davis say something one time about work being the only thing satisfying to her. I agree. Work is more fulfilling than any relationship, friendship, sex, or experience. Work is thoroughly fulfilling. It's something to show. I honestly have always felt a very strong, overwhelming god-like presence flow through me when I work. I'm not religious but I do believe the only place I've ever found god is in my work.
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