I would never dare admit this to anyone--not even myself--but my life was more complete when Renata was in it. That statement alone implies that I don't have everything. Because I don't have everything, I buy myself clothes. Self-adornment has been extremely healing for me. I just figure since I am alone I might as well enjoy myself as my best friend. That entails many duties. These include eating well, exercising, and adorning myself. So I walk around extremely comfortable in my body. I feel it is my duty to all those lost lives to be someone who loves himself and loves his appearance.
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