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2008-05-01
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Absolutely numb and heart-broken. The doctors have given up on her and I'm glad in a way. It's a relief to see that useless corpse not linger much longer. I loved her so intensely and I stare at our photographs and think about how awful it is to not share my life with her anymore. You're dead you're dead you're dead. I have to say it to myself until I finally believe it. I know that everyone faces death so I feel some comfort in that. This just hit me very hard. I am very very crushed by her death.
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