I suppose the lesson in this is to learn to deflect so I don't deal with any negativity and have to have nightmares to cope.

My goal is to face the fears and learn to be healthier to not get to a negative, sickening point.

Otherwise I'm doing well. But there's some things to face, heal up, cut off.

I am not addicted to chemicals that make me feel bad, meaning, I don't need to wax drama because I'm not getting it.

I get it. It's not needed. I'm a vibrant healthy human being, and most of all, nightmare-free.